My favorite love song - That's Why You Go Away

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

* CHORUS : I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

* REPEAT CHORUS

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

Nvoel I am Raeindg

Inside Your Heart

By David Mccaine

All long time I've wait for you
With my heart and my soul
Wishing for you and me
Together we stay happy
Just last week you gave me hope
But now you just said nope
You said we haven't started
Yet I always thought we already committed
Inside your mind I'm no longer needed
For a week time you judged me
Saying I'm not any good
To you I may no longer so suit

Thanks for the precious gift on my BD

I couldn't believe you have given me a suprise gift and a lovely wallet for my birthday. Thanks for giving me a chance. You will never be regret for this.LoVE yOU !!

Again , I'm on the magazine

To my suprise , I'm on the magazine page again. I can't believe now I am becoming the icon for Preah Vihear topic. Always this picture will pop-up in the magazine or newspaper eveytime the editor discusses about Preah Vihear. I should sue the eidtor for posting my picture without my approval and get some compensation hahaha..... If I am not wrong I've been freely used for more than a couple of times already =)

Anyway, just want to share with you , everything was fabulous. The weather was pretty cool up there and scenery was terrific. The stone was incredibly heavy and bigger size than any other temple's I've ever seen.I bet you will enjoy it !!

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Kien Svay - You will never wish to go again

Today my friend Alex , Eugene ,Meiju and I were heading to Kien Svay . My last visit was probably 5 years ago and I didn't really like the place . I thought maybe there were some improvement after such along time. Kien Svay is the place where price cheating is such a damn notorious place .I have heard many people complaining about this but now it's my turn. We were expecting to kill our sunday time with the feeling of relax but it turned out to be the most horrible experience I've ever met.

When we arrived at that place , . a guy ran toward us by trying to lure us to rent a hut for 0.5 USD. I thought : " wow, that's pretty cheap. It can't be this cheap. This guy must be cheating me " . But , also I wanted to know how he was going to cheat me . I confirmed the price with him a few times before following him to the hut. After parking my car, while following him I saw many people shouting as if they were trying to fight for something but I didn't bother to listen to them. However, it gave the impression of unfriendliness of the people there. Looking at the other side , the market was crowded with people passing by and the foods were on the display with the dust flying everywhere. I thought " such a dirty place , why on earth people would consider it as a resort". Along the walkway toward the hut, garbage was everywhere on both sides and the lake is filled with a messy water plants scattering everywhere. Until I reached the hut, I could see another number of huts built in the middle of the lake so I checked the price with him and it was the same price. We took the boat to the other hut side. After that I ordered some dishes for lunch. I was on full alert in making the order by checking every single price very carefully. I ordered tomyam, fried and chicken and other miscellaneous like rice , ice , dried beef and squib. All the things that I did not clearly talk of pricing , I didn't dare to use. Even with a box of tissue, we didn't dare to open since we didn't ask the pricing. I have asked the sale lady on per dish basis to be 15000R but her arguement at the end was that the she replied to me with each price of chicken and she needs to use 7 small chickens for every dish. Plus with all the miscellaneous, it totals more than 500000 R . The moment I saw the bill , my eyes were almost drop off. What da fu*k !! you such a cheating bitch. We were arguing and screaming at each other for a very long time. I felt that if I were someone powerful, nobody would want to play such a game with me. If I had a gun with me , they wouldn't dare to cheat me like this. What I needed was just to pull out my gun and show them. I wish I had such a power to turn them away. But, I was stuck in the middle of the lake and could not walk away from them. Then , I tried to negociate to 200000 R. I felt that was a pretty high offer already I would not pay more than that. They still didn't want to take until they heard me seeking my friend's help to call police then they became soft a bit . I could see their behavior started to change when I was seeking third party's help , then I began to feel reluctant in giving them 200000 R but since I already talked to them I at the end decided to pay off and leave the place. Just a short while later , I received a phone call from my friend telling me that those who cheat customers have been caught many times to the police station.What a pity! I should have received the abit earlier than this.

I still felt very bad while driving back home. On one hand, I felt I need more power to stop people from bullying me. On the other hand, I felt why this thing is happening in Cambodia. Why were they so cunning yet brainless?. They would slowly kill their own business. Someone must step in to intervene this before it further spead down.

This is my last time in life to visit such a place unless a substantial improvement has been taken place. I will boycott from visiting that place and would be very happy to see it closed down someday.

We closed the page by going for a massage to relax ourselves after a very long tiring day =) It was good though

Very Funny Poem

I can't stop admiring this poem by Dave Feinberg

"I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three
The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine
For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic
I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality
When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three
As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer
We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands
Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed".

Copyright from my friend blog "http://www.harryman007.blogspot.com/"

Sidney Shieldon - my favorite author

I don't actually like to read book. I always feel very sleepy once I touch the book and read for about 10-20mn. Usually, I read book in the evening just to make myself feel sleepy then enjoy the harmony of my sleep. However, with Sidney's book , I love it. I couldn't wait to see what is going to happen in the next page every time I read his book. This is the book I have just finished reading.

It's about a girl fighting for her dream through real estate & development business after living in a sorrow and carefree childhood. She is the perfectionist and she can do everything just to get the thing done.Her zenith was when she almost finished her world tallest building project then problems started to happen. She is too greedy and because of her enemy, she fails.

I give Sideney a thumb up!!!